Chvi

slap me on the wrist

someone slap me on the wrist.

gee i was stupid.

i had an ok workload for today. revise last weeks antomy. do this week's anatomy. revise last week's content.

and so i woke up at 10 am, decided to watch some friends and started work at around 12.

mother came home from shopping and raved on abt myer sales. she said she was going again, but in the city, and alannah hill for abt 2 hrs....do i want to come?

well, considering that i had found all the references for the heart anatomy, i didn't actually say yes, but i didn't say no.
and then future self came along and suddenly i was rushed out of the door.

and so here is my stupid stupid stupid stupid story.

there wasn't anything that i really wanted at myer (good sales though, good sales). alannah hill was still quite a bit expensi (but i did buy a top there). apart from my top from alannah hill, i bought nothing at myer. and then STUPID FRIGGIN IRRITATING FUTURE SELF decided to go to this viet factory place to get stuff...and OMG....SHE TOOK FOREVER...
and basically, we left at 12 30pm....got back at FRIGGIN 6 30!!!!!!!

i swear...by the end of the day, i was SO FRUSTRATED AND READY TO PUNCH SOMEONE'S HEAD OUT and i was just SO SO SO SO SO VERY ANGRY W MYSELF.

still am. HOW FRIGGIN STUPID WAS I TO GO SHOPPING?????

u stupid stupid fuck head.

as soon as i got home, well, let's just say there are lots of things in my room that are in its 'wrong place'. I was just so frustrated w myself. i KNOW VIET PARENTS....no such thing as shopping for 2 hrs.

u know what? i swear i'm so stressed at the moment that i'm going to develop aneurysm and its going to burst.

or, i'm going to grid my teeth down to nothing (is actually happening at the omment)

or, having so much frustration, at my boiling point - develop mild angina, which at the next point, will become very serious angina and then bc i'm stubborn, won't get it checked out and then get a heart attack and then DIE.

geez, at least i wouldn't have to deal w myself.

frick.

ps. on another note, i should have known that looking up images of 'diaphragm' was going to show me a completely different diaphragm. the one u use for contraception? yep.. diagrams of insertion and usage and the like. STUPID INTERNET.

posted by chvi @ 10:33 PM