addictions and cravings
Realization #4: i have the ability to get WAY TOO addicted to things
Um, yes. As i am writing this blog, i am having withdrawal symptoms from not having MSN open...omg...how friggin sad of me....now really, i should be over this shouldn't i? didn't most of u go through this daily MSN thingy when we were what in yr 8? yr 9? and i didn't get into it then did i? haha joke's on me
BUT i'm staying strong - i think more or less bc i don't want to get a yelling from carmen, who'll appear 'offline' just to make sure i don't go on tonight and bc well i should really get down to the studying thingy - now why couldn't i get addicted to that huh? go figure. I must say, i admire u mady, being able to wean urself off MSN for each uni night - hehe maybe i should adopt that goal for the next coming weeks
Most likely, it won't happen. But hey, i'll have tonight to brag abt won't i?
i'd have friday too....but considering its friday - hehe it is highly likely i''ll be online then
Anyhow, just so i DON'T waste a blog on MSN- i'll be writing some more bullshit and some more crapular things. ummm...i'm still stuffed from yesterday's meals and wondering how i can still manage to eat - speaking of eating, here's my new list of cravings:
* durian milkshake - u don't know just how great these things are, i've convinced mother to make me some on sunday....hehe SCORE
* bacon - yes still this...had some on monday actually but it wasn't enough
* indomee - well this could be easily fixed, but a certain person WILL NOT ALLOW ME TO MAKE IT, and in some moment of weakness i promised i wouldn't which of course means i will develop cravings and then continue to curse myself for giving such promise
* vanilla ice cream, covered in condensed milk and peanuts - omg i really really really really really really really want this tonight, but no, let's not have any ice cream at home
* golden gay times - look, i know its ice cream - i can have 2 servings bc its a DIFFERENT FLAVOUR from abv
* watermelon - hehe the only healthy thing on this list, and yes, could i have some please?
Looking at the list, i think i'm only going to manage to eat one thing on it- and that's if i'm lucky and mum goes and buys some durian fruit. Otherwise the others won't be eaten, i'm pretty sure of it - which is such a pity, considering i lose my cravings quickly after thinking abt them
Ok, that's enough bullshitting for the day.
sigh - just 3 more days to go
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