first time for everything
the one thing abt going to ur first clinical years in hospitals is that there are first everythings.
like the first time i took blood.
or how abt my very first rectal examination. yep. got it over and done w last tuesday. that's 7/3/06 - my first rectal. was it a defining moment? no. haha. nothing too exciting. i think the thing that makes it a big thing is the name, rectal. bc, if u had a choice, who would want to go there???
it is just one of those things that u have to do. it wasn't an OMG THIS IS SO GROSS moment bc i understand the need for it. i understand why it has to happen. i just felt sorry for the patient.
i am starting to feel like a caged animal inside hospitals. i think its the artificial light. its freaking me out. haha. otherwise everything else is ok i guess. i'm a little run down at the moment, i've got bags under my eyes! i've never had that in my entire life. granted, this is only my 21st year but still GEEZ...BAGS. haha i need sleep. and i need it bad. except i can't sleep well anymore. it got progressively worse from year 12. maybe i should just shove some tablets in me. haha.
anyway, the thing abt medicine is u need to be proactive. have to be motivated. have to want to do things. and somedays, u just can't be f*****. haha. sigh.
i really like understanding though.
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