Chvi

deeply bizarre (ok really its all bullsh**)

Lesson #1: Those who are hypocritical are those still trying to find themselves out - and they will continue to contradict themselves until they have self knowledge and accepts themselves for who they were, who they are, and who they will become


Really, how deep and bizarre is that? but will u believe it, that came from a long conversation i had w a district nurse in sale, after knowing her for like 5 MINUTES!!!!! talk abt quick connections...

It's a thought that helps u when u decide that u're angry at someone, or pissed at them (really the same thing but at the same time not really), or upset over their actions, what they have said, over what they have done to u...it also helps to show that u too are involved in that situation - and its probably bc of something u did that they have started acting the way they have.

And it really makes u look at things weirdly, bc at our stupidly young age (that is an age even before 20 years old!) as if we can have self awareness and self acceptance. The point of this period of time is for us to be damn cocky, but actually be so damn insecure w ourselves that we don't actually know how to be us.

So technically, i shouldn't put so much effort and time and thought and pain in considering all the little things that i get upset w...what's the point? the ppl involved are contradicting themselves, i'm contradicting myself for feeling the way i do, and isn't it funny - i'm resenting them for acting that way, when really, i'm acting that way myself too

Why am i writing all this? i have no bloody idea

posted by chvi @ 4:00 PM