Wednesday, August 17, 2005

crystal clear

i've always had high respects for those who give their time to help society. i know deep down that i'm a little too selfish w my time to put in the same amount of effort, but i've always invisioned that sometime in the future i'll be able to contribute to the community in some way.

it's always revolves around a business actually. i have been dreaming of building an empire since i was in yr 8, and having an offshoot of this business empire which would be a non profit organization. the type that trains and employs ppl who haven't been lucky enough. the type that helps ppl become independent. the profiting business would be pouring funds into this non profit organization, thus making this organization less dependent on the generosity of other corporate companies or the damn government.

in high school, i couldn't figure out what that business would be. as i've continued my med career, i'm getting a clearer idea of how to start building that empire. but today, i saw just how my organization should be runned. and that's damn exciting.

who knew that something that simple could encourage and make dreams look clearer. hehe, of course, most likely, i'll fall on my flat on my face, or more accurately, on my arse, bc i'm too damn lazy to do anythign abt it, but man, if i had the guts and determination and probably, THE TIME to do all i dream, hehe i can see how an charity should be done. that's great.

in fact, i'm so damn impressed by my cpp placement's organization skills and its mission (oh yeah, that's were i saw how an organization should be done) that hehe forget my own organization. once my business is making some sort of good enough profit, i'll be sending monthly cheques to this place (provided it continues to do the kind of job it is doing now).

hehe i'm inspired. funny, seeing that all i did today was listening in on meeting and rule lines. i'm a little more concerned next week. next week i'm going to be working w kids who have autism. i don't know, i'm still adjusting to patients w mental disabilities. i mean i know its stupid, but its so out of my own comfort zone. u know how it is, u freak out. but it should be very interesting. and it'll probably just make me want to keep in contact w this place forever and forever. hehe awesome.

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