happier times
Star Sign #2: " u will have a mind like a steel trap, an amazing eye for detail, and a renewed sense of optimism" -Libra, mX
ah...good reliable star signs...hehe they're so full of bullshit.....but sometimes...it is a relief to read them on a day u want to make a good day - bc chances are, u're going to get a really GREAT reading, that goes: "u will get that thing u've been wanting, just need to have faith" or something stupid like that.
over the past week, i came to some simple conclusion that i liked it when i was more optimisic, and more enthusiastic on anything and everything. i liked hearing comments like: "how can u be so happy all the time? hehe it's cool"
and i lost that this semester. how disappointing. i don't even know why...but one thought lead to another and suddenly, i'm tired at uni, i can't be bothered smiling anymore, i can't be bothered being bright and happy....
i miss that. i'm actually trying to get it back....and well....it's taking time...but hopefully...hehe it'll all come good...
although, it won't ever be the same. yes i'm trying to be that happy dappy person that i'd so prefer to be, but i think she'll no longer be so childish...hehe..i mean i'll have my moments....but i think childish times are over...sigh...
i've been knocked around so much this semester i think its safe to say, i've learnt some hard lessons...so...the only thing to do from there...is to let go....accept...and move on....
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