Saturday, November 20, 2004

mind games

i often wonder if emotions are all just mind games that u play w urself.

i've been struggling for the past few weeks to destroy a nagging emotion that i seem to get every now and then, and it just seemed like life was so much easier when it didn't exist.

and now i've narrowed it down to: it's all mind games. and when that emotion pulls up, i go: let go chris, let go, let go...breathe....let go...

sometimes it works. other times, it takes my full concentration to let that happen. i am, ur fairly weird person. i get self preoccupied. i get rather tardy w my life issues. i try to block, i try to understand, i try to make it all go away.

emotions are a good thing when ur happy. and that's all i want to do really. get to happy.

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