Chvi

DAMMIT. CRISIS MODE.

damn. i'm in crisis mode at the moment but feeling very useless bc i don't know what to do.

i just found out one of my very very close childhood/family friend's dad collasped this morning and has been unconscious ever since. i'm thinking stroke, but we won't know for sure until tests are done. i'm in one of those places where i just think, shit, i don't know what to do. she was close. we played tog every weekend from the time i can remember til the age abt, 12.

now we're not that close. i don't even have her mobile number. she must be freaking out like crazy and i have no idea what i should do. she's got to be beside herself, and i can't even contact her to comfort her in some small way.

DAMMIT.

how strange how these things hit when it happens to someone u know. and now we have to worry abt grandma. i mean, this father, we had no idea he had a health problem. he collasped, maybe wo reason. but grandma, when she was in hospital two years ago, her BP went up to 230, resulting in a TIA.
and now her BP is at 210. FUCK. our worry levels tripled when we heard the news abt my father's friend.

DAMMIT. i hate how i'm full on freaking out when, omg, dear dear friend. i hope she stays strong. i pray her father gets through w minimal damage. fuck. i really wish i could help.

i hope my parents offer them much needed comfort.

posted by chvi @ 7:49 PM