happy b'day to me!!!
well well, i have 8 hrs before i officially turn 20!!! ARGH. I'M OLD. hhaha and how is it so far???? weird. definitely weird.
let's see. i woke up at 7AM today despite starting at 12 30 bc my PARENTS have left the nest and i had to go take david to school. bloodly awful going down THAT WAY just to take him to school. haha. anyway, my parents rang me (as they do every birthday morning) and mum made me go to her WARDROBE where she HIDE MY PRESENT. hahaha (now i know where she hides them). ANYWAY. in previous years, if i said I WANT THIS... (except for the dog) my parents have managed to pull it off. a guitar, a laptop, the list goes on. and a few days ago i realised that i said: I WANT AN iPOD, too many times over. as we are hitting some finanical problems (some = many and making me very cautious of any money spending) i made the CONSCIOUS (and heartbreaking haha) decision that even though I TOLD THEM don't buy me an ipod, if what came out of the box was an ipod, i'd return it.
ANYWAY, lucky for me, it wasn't an ipod. instead, DIAMOND NECKLACE. haha in fact, very similar to a present i've been trying to find for my mother (her b'day in a few days). its not ur OMG THAT IS SOOOO MUCH DIAMOND type (thank god, couldn't pull it off) but at the same time, its still DIAMOND and i have heart attacks over wearing it and losing it. its small and its not over the board, but its nice. very nice. OH AND THEY BOUGHT ME A SURGEON BEAR and then stuck tap over his surgical gown and wrote DR. C V. HAHA. classic (oh and i dont think they bought it, drug company me thinks -but still THE BEST) anyway, what i loved more was there card message:
To our dearest daughter,
Hope you enjoy your first real diamond gift. To us, you are the most precious stone of all, the rarest diamond...we are very proud of you and always love you very much. don't ever forget it.
i cried just typing it up. i cried just reading it this morning. i miss them already. haha. i don't know, its nice to have affirmation that u make ur parents proud, esp when u know they've given up sooooo much for u already.anyway, i'm just emotional lately.
speaking of emotional, U HAVE NO IDEA. i can't even tell my mum abt a patient wo starting to sob. OMG HOW WILL I LAST NEXT YEAR? ergh.
btw, thanks to everyone (not that many of u read this anyway) who sent a msg to say happy b'day or said it. thank u very much. ahha except, there is something WRONG W THE MALE GENE. let me say it again, we START AT 12 30PM TODAY. so WHAT THE HELL WAS amit thinking of msging me at 7 45am this morning (granted i was awake at the time and driving BUT STILL WHAT IF I WASN'T???!!! AND SLEEPING!!) and then there was PAUL who also did it at friggin 8 in the morning (HELLO WHY ISN'T ANYONE SLEEPING WHEN THEY CAN??? STUPID.)
haha i just find it immensely weird. wasn't too impressed by a certain's msg of happy b'day. dude, if u didn't mean it don't send it. i wasn't going to use it against u. i expect our ties to be cut. period. but no, INSULT. i know i know, sigh. u didn't mean it as an insult. just tried to follow ur idol. GROW UP. geez. (i figure my birthday means i can be extra bitchy??)
so here's to another year of my life. have i accomplished much? no. i went to EUROPE which WAS FANTASTIC but i'm getting an urge to start showing signs of independence. there is another downside to turning 20 bc i have MANY MANY HOPES for the next decade and have many GOALS TO ACCOMPLISH. haha i always thought i would have all the time in the world, but now its here. must get cracking.
btw, going to some student viet dinner tonight. YAY. haha more likely trying to meet new ppl outside our group just bc here's a chance. haha will update abt it tomorrow if its worth it. haha.
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